A Pause Before Dying…

How my mom and I finally found peace together.

Suz Ex Machina
Grief Book Club
Published in
4 min readSep 13, 2023

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Her breathing was jagged, as if at any moment it could simply stop. Somehow though, it kept going like her body didn’t know how to shut itself down, a default setting hardwired for survival.

“That’s called the death rattle,” Betty, the nurse’s aide, pointed out as she covered my mom’s cold, bare foot with a warm blanket…

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Suz Ex Machina
Grief Book Club

Unflinching protagonist weaving her life into a story